【梨花×jupiter】 - Laditte

Jingle Bell! Jingle Bell! Jingle all the way~~~ Merry Christmas, dear readers! Christmas is one of my favorite festival, and i really love Dec as it is the most happening month in a year. December is allabout celebration!! and i m totally in my holiday mood!! I WANNA CELEBRATE MY CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR !!! J 'd asked me for what pressie i want for X'mas. i want [Laditte Grace watch] as my X'mas pressis!!! Japanese brand's jewelry is one of top ten on what-i-am-craving-for-list ! Anyone wanna to get it for me from JAPAN? Fyi, Laditte is 2011 winter series of jewelry from [JUPITER], and it's designed by Rinka, I hate Rinka coz she is so gorgeous and hot at the age of 36 and she has nicer teeth line, bigger eyes, and flawless skin, LMAO! Although i know that this is not realistic in the mean time, but let's take a look on it. >>>>>

why-oh-why you 're so adorable? i gonna book my flight to Japan now, LOL!

Everything in Laditte series is so tiny !! This is the reason i love it. Let's take a look on the jewelry, i want almost everything in this series * blinking puppy-eye *

Isn't it so cute?? Why M'sia never have this kind of jewelry?? I M SURE THAT I WILL GET THIS FOR MYSELF IN THE FUTURE!!

❤ Visit Rinka Room - Jupiter for more info.

091211 - 做自己真的有那么难么?!

最近有和一个朋友聊天，然后我发现其实有很多人还是会害怕 [做自己]

害怕不被接纳，不被认同，害怕和别人不一样，害怕别人的眼光。其实我自己有时候也会这样，我希望我自己每天都可以有自信，但是有时候我还是会觉得怀疑，害怕，自卑。我希望别人看到的我不是一个只会打扮爱漂亮的女生，(虽然这是我的兴趣，哪个女生不希望自己可以打扮得漂亮的?) 而是其它方面的优点。所以我很努力在充实自己，努力实行我的理想，努力工作。我希望自己可以独立一点，可以一个人做好自己的事情。我希望可以被接纳，被喜欢，被认同。

可是当我为了这些而妥协退步，忍气吞声，默默消化来自各方的压力，我就开始觉得自己变得不像自己了。当我越在乎别人的眼光和想法，就会让自己越不开心，越不喜欢自己。我真的没有办法为了别人而选择不做我自己，或者变成别人希望我成为的样子。接受自己的缺点和不完美，接受不会被所有人喜欢，然后做你想要的事情，真的会比较开心。

讨厌你的人，不管你做什么或不做什么，其实他们还是会讨厌你。何必为了讨好不喜好你的人而不开心呢?

所以，请诚实的，勇敢的做你自己吧

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我最近不小心买了很多东西

但是其实我买的超开心的 (完全不会内疚) (笑)

我想完全是因为考试压力大了，我要好好缟赏自己一下

i work hard, i deserve it =)

(看吧，我是不是超放肆的??! 有没有? 哈哈)

迟点再发照片，好久没有发败家文了

最近我的睡眠时间都日夜颠倒，考试过后我要好好调整一下

是说我的黑眼圈真的越来越严重了，再这样下去我真的要考虑去打玻尿酸了

(微整现在真的很普遍，个人还能接受)

还有我最近做了几个重大的决定，到时再告诉你们噢

P/S: 现在凌晨3点了，我要去睡觉了!!

Oh why, exam?!

am studying for coming exam~ this is how my desk look like when i was studying

sometimes it's so hard to concentrate, i 'd lost my focus at times. Is it everyone encountered this problem or just me? i guess i m having ADD or what which prevent myself from staying focus, idk, arghh~started to talk nonsense. haha! okay, i guess i m not alone, cause i saw all kind of "nonsense" appear around my FB, such as ihateexamsaynotoexamwhyweneedtotakeexametcetc...LOL!

In conclusion, exam just making people acting abnormal *misleading*